What is something you dislike about yourself?

Something that I really don't like about myself is that I can't say no to people. I'll say yes whenever someone asks me to do them a favor or borrow money or stuff like that. I can resist peer pressure but I can't say no to favors. I hate it because sometimes I really don't want to let them borrow money because I know I'm going to need it later but then I'll give it to them anyways. Another thing I don't like about me is when I go places that people want me to go to but I actually don't want to go.

What is something that really makes you angry?

Something that really makes me angry is when people act stupid. When they can't admit to what they did rong and that the outcome may have been their fault. It irritates me to see someone repeaditly admit when they are wrong and that they made misrtakes but if you can't do that than that just proves that your not mature. It makes me mad too when they lie to someone when they look them in the eyes. When their not sincere because worse than lieing to the person, your lieing about your feelings. That really gets me angry.

What makes your best friend your best friend?

Something that really makes a best friend, is someone who is always there no matter what. Someone that is there even though you guys got in a fight or arguement. Someone who listens to you and is trustworthy. A best friend is someone you can count on when you need them. Ita those special moments that you guys and that no body else gets. Or when they are the only ones who understand you. A best friend is someone who is probably the complete opposite of you or maybe someone who is exactly like you. Thats how I think of it.

I wish I had one more chance to..... Then I would.....

I wish I had so many chances to not make the mistakes I did. With maybe just one more chance i would be at my mom's house, with my family. Though I don't regret anything, sometimes I think to much and regret every single bad mistake. Like if I hadn't been late to my pick up time yesterday, I wouldn't have my passes taken away for a week or maybe even longer. We do stupid stuf sometimes with out even thinking about it, and sometimes if we would have just thought about the consequences, then we wouldn't regret what happend, or be sad, mad, angry and live with that mistake. Thats how I think about it, but then again if we wouldn't had made the mistakes that we did, or the things that hapened in our lifes then we wouldn't be the person we are today.

What do you like to do in your free time?

When I lived in San Diego I would get home and do my homework and finish my chores and then head out or watch a movie. Most of the time I would be outside with my friends or I would be in the beach. I liked to stay after school to juts to do random stuff. In my free time I would also like to watch movies nad chill. Now that I live in SPA , In my free time I either sit at home and rest, wtach movies or sleep when I can actually fall asleep. I love to be with my boyfriend to because its juts fun and takes my mind of things. Thats really what I love to do in my free time.

What is your most indispensable possession and why?

The most indispensable possession I have would be my hair straighter. I use it every day and I've had it for two years. It’s just like important to me and it has a lot of value. It has a lot of value because it was given to me by my cousin and it was expensive too. I've had like two iPods and they were important because I can't really work without music, like it keeps me focused. I lost both of them but I did need to have it every day and every hour with me. I have my shoes too that are important to me if their a certain brand.

A “visit” to a hospital, doctor’s office, or dentist’s office

I've gone to the hospital more often sense I came to live to SPA. I've gone mostly for injuries, like cuts. I hate hospitals though, I hate their smell and when their lonely. I hate dentist offices too, I hate the smell of it. I'm scared of it because I don't like to hear the drilling noises,  I think its because my past experiences weren't so good. I think anyone that has an occupation as a doctor of any type is weird and has some major guts to deal with another person's body issues. All that is disgusting to me, and I can't stand to watch someone being cut open.

What are you afraid of? Why?

I'm deeply afraid of spiders and hurting someone. I sometimes hate spiders because they creep me out or some are to big. I really am scared of hurting someone because then I'll feel bad. I hold back sometimes on my feelings or actions just so I won't hurt the person. I would say yes when they ask me to do something just out of the no where. I'm terribly scared of hurting someone because then I would feel really bad and would just want to take back what I said or did.

What is something you dislike about yourself?

Honestly, my main problem with myself is not being able to trust anyone at this moment. It comes naturally to me, for some reason I seem to not trust anyone. Its not that I dont trust them because of them but because of certains inccedents that have happend earlier on my life, those incedents just broke my chain of trust. It's hard to know who you can trust because theres some people that will be there for you and some who pretend to be there, ones you can't trust. If someone were to really care about you, they'll stand there thru every moment you go through, every cry, every smile, every laugh, every time you just decide to brake a window. Trust is hard to earn but easy to lose.

What is your favourite month? Why?

My favorite month is June. Not because that my birthday month but because I think its jolly and very summer like. I like the feeling of the summer time. I like to enjoy the sun, not matter how hot it is and I like to be outside. I think that its the best month to be born in, and my mom's birthday happens to fall on the same day and month as mine too. There's so many reasons why I like this month. Everything good happens to me in June, for example my birthday, my mom's birthday, my brother's birthday, my boyfriend's and I date and more things. And last but best reason, because its the perfect time to go to the beach.

What is your favourite holiday? What makes this holiday special?

My favorite holiday is christmas. Its my favorite holiday because I think it brings families closer, its full of joy and happiness. Its always good to see kids happy, running around, waiting to open their presents. I love sharing that joy with my family and making those holiday foods. I like to get presents too. Most of the time I just love to sit there till twelve O'clock and open the presents. I guess the important part for me is the time when we are all together and just spend quality time together, sense most of the year we spent it fighting with eachother, working or doing homework and school.

What is the worst thing parents can do to their children

In my opinion the worst thing a parent can do is not respond to their child, not give them the love and trust that they need. Its very hard for a child to get or have the love and nurture that they need from their mothers. Its important to have the love from then because then they either go looking for it someone else or they grow up with conflicts inside them and being very quite. I honestly think that a mother's love is something that our souls, body and mind really need. As life continues though, we learn to survive with out it and live a good, happy, normal life. Things sometimes get old, and living with out their love is something sometimes, we have to learn to do.

What advice would you give a new student?

I would tell a new student to take advantage of what they have, simply because you never know what you have until you lose it or way after its gone. I would tell them that your gonna have many obstacles in life but those are just speed bumps that you have to pass to get to your destination. In SPA, there is so many things you can take advantage of, for example when your a senior you have so many opportunities to get a lot of money and even a car. You can get self-passes when you turn sixteen and go wherever you want to go. You can go watch movies with your house, go to amusement parks and most of the time, live a regular life. All that you can get by having good behavior and good relationships with other around you. When drama knocks at your door, all you got to do is not answer it.

What is something that makes you feel sad?

Something that makes me feel sad is when I see a friend or person that I care about go down. For example, when I see them down or sad and I don't know what to do I feel bad or maybe a little bit sad because when I try to talk to them and they're not responding to the message I am trying to tell them then I really don't know what to do or say. Another thing that makes me feel bad or honestly that kills me is when I see my mom sad or crying, or when she doesn't talk to or do not know whats going on with her.The other thing that makes me feel down or overwhelmed is when I let stuff really get to me and I just sit there and think about it the whole day.Either I always find something to smile or laugh about because I laugh and smile for everything.

What is your favourite day of the week?

My favorite day of the week is Friday because its the beginning of the weekend. Its relaxing to sit around and do nothing for a whole day, or to just go out and have fun with people you want to be with and enjoy your time with. Its also good to go out to the movies or where ever you want to go. My other favorite day is Monday because that just means its the beginning of a new week and start fresh and because I like school too. Or any other day when there is no drama and do have to do anything the whole day.

If your friend told you of a secret plan to run away from home, what would you do and why?

If my friend were to tell me that she is going to run away from home I would tell her to rethink it before she does anything. If she were to be like a sister to me then I really would tell her to think about it again because one day she'll wanna leave the place ans the other she'll want to come back. I would also tell her to think about it because you never know what can happen to anyone in the streets because we live in a cold world. I wouldn't let some one I care about make a mistake like that because I would really miss them and feel bad if something bad were to happen to her or him. If they weren't my friend then I would tell them to think about it again because whatever problem they are going through, they will sooner or later get over it and one day will regret leaving what once was their home.

What is the best advice you ever received?

The best advice I have ever gotten was, "don't let little things or people ruin your day". It makes sense because If you think about it you live life day by day, and if every time something bad happens in your life you go cry or be mad and sad then your going to live a very stressful life. Life is meant to be enjoyed with love, happiness, and people who care and enjoy being around you. Its meant to make the best out of, no matter what the circumstances are. Enjoy what you have, and realize what you have before you lose it because when you do it'll be to late and you'll want it back. Don't hold grudges because they get you no where in life, and because it makes you some sort of hateful person. Your future doesn't make your present, you make what you make out of it, so learn  from your mistakes and correct them in the future. And my favorite of all, don't take anything or anybody for granted because you never know what could happen.

When you are angry, how do you look?

Some people when they get mad, they get their anger out by doing things they'll probably regret later on. Many let violence take over, or some people like to talk and vent. When I am angry I choose to hide my emotions or turn down everyone that tries to talk to me. I hide my emotions because I was thought that not everyone will understand you or get what you're going through. Later on when I get home I write about it to get out of my system, if I ever do say or do something rude to someone, it may be because that's the person I am angry at. I like to smile and get along with my day with no worries, and without anyone who tries to ruin it. I've also learned to smile and live everyday like you would if it was your last because we only have one life and you have to make the best out of it.